one long time back

What do you do

When the day comes,

And you come to know

All the act, that you did for long.

It's better to know,

That you do care,

And  you do love

The One, who forgot

You a long back,

Like those waves

Hitting the shore,

For no reason;

But to make you fall,

But to make you feel

All that you know, 

And all that 

You feel 

And all that

You felt ...

One long time back.

Dilution with nature

When sun is sliding on the green hill,
Cold breeze floating, sending a chill.
In a heaven of beauty, someone is hissing;
A persisting pain for someone I'm missing.

A part of my soul that had fallen apart
The music, the rhythm, the beat of this heart;
I try to look at the beauty of the nature
It has to be here, some place near.


For my feeling were true, and so pretty
The way God must have wanted it to be.
It cant be lost on a dusty road side,
It has to be lost on this hill, beautiful and wide.

I pray to be broken in to pieces so small,
Be lost like a droplet of the greatest fall.
Or lost like one of the hundreds rays of light,
Glittering the peaks for anonymous delight.

I shall die to make a thousand I.
Smiles shall find a way through sigh.
Every incomplete shall complete with in;
Meeting the end where it all begins.

Sitting on the side, on a barren stone.
Meeting the brethren, apparently alone.
Feeling the bond of I and all,
Loosing the self in this magical fall.

End of a loving heart

I prayed the days be longer,
longer be the nights
though it killed me
but it felt so right.

I wanted sometime,
more in everyday.
for I had to look for
a life that went away.

I stayed low,
longer than I thought;
and sank in the darkness,
barely I fought.

I bleeded through eyes,
emptied my soul;
sinking the truths
in drunken strolls.

And hate sank in,
along with some guilt;
crushing me together,
in sleepless quilt.

 beliefs and faiths
and rotten talks,
deceitful promises
and toxic walks.

Nothing stayed right,
nothing seemed wrong.
Yes, i broke down.
I wasn't that strong.

But it's been long
crying and moping,
pretending to all
that i'm not hoping.

I left my bed
crumpled with tears,
came out of closet
though, having some fears.

Yes its not same,
the world I've known;

with all these wounds
and feelings I've grown.

So I left a loving heart,
with a cheerful smile.
its good to be practical
once in a while ..

inspiration.

It's been a very long autumn,
yellow leaves on muddy ways
bare trees sank in thoughts,
searching life in passing days.


Life ,in itself, has lost the meaning.
I am in groove of eat and sleep
and some work and some money,
and some smiles,hollow indeed.

I want a tear that melts my soul.
I want a smile to heart that sleeps.
I want a fire that glows across,
burning the indiffernt,cold in deeps.

I need a meaning, I need a reason.
I need a spring in this endless season.
I need a cause,a faith, a passion,
a reason to breathe,an inspiration.